Not my precious one

Miscarriage, this one is special to me being the only one I wrote after having my first miscarriage and finding myself pregnant again.

 

It's so different now, pregnant once more after losing you,

But the pain from you is still so hard to bear

For this new one I can almost not care,

I'm afraid to love once more

Open my heart to a new door

You were my joy, my happiness

I swore I could not have been more blessed

Then the day came when I was left empty inside

I didn't even cry when you had died

I thought, "this is not possible, not my precious one"

Before I had a chance to know you, I lost you my little one

It hurts so much to have nothing to hold

Nothing inside and left cold