A Heaven Sent Moment

A Poem by LadyCardiac

Im searching for a quiet moment with GOD. . I know this sounds silly but I wonder if he can hear me at all. I know this sounds pathetic, but I don't want to be alone. . . With all of these thoughts. . . I want the familiarity of a friend but i want to bridge out and start a life with one man. . . Does that mean that I lose out on moments of yester when? I want a sense of security but I know that its false! How can i chase my dreams when im so afraid that i will fall? When do i get a back bone or support?! When do i get to shout out that your silence really HURTS!! I want to clear my mind but time dont care what plans ive got or whats going to make me smile! I feel like a little child searching for the arms of GOD. . . Im going for it. . . I pray that i wont let you down. . .Im sure of it. . . Cant look back now. . . Im more then words, words they surpass themselves. . . I need just a moment. . . I take a deep breathe. . . Why dont you let me know when its okay to exhale. . . Im waiting. . .