how do I let you know

I want to find a way of letting him know how much I love him

Hours turns into days
Days into months
Months into years
But the hunger in my heart remains the same

I look at you you starring at me
And wonder
I wonder if I'm that dream girl you always talk about
If I'm that woman you wish you had
Or am I just another girl you usually see at church

I wonder if you have an idea
An idea of how much you are loved
How I wish you were mine
And how I wanna make you my man

I sit down and paint a picture
A picture of you and I in my heart
Its so beautiful, I wish everybody could see it
But nobody can
Its just me and my heart

I try to find a way of letting you know
You keep turning a blind eye
I try and try to forget you
But the picture in my heart won't be erased

My heart keep calling and calling
And you keep ignoring and ignoring
I try to stop my heart from loving
But I keep falling and falling