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Love is deep element

My heart breaks with each breath I take, not even the whisper of an enchanted would be able to bring it back from the depths I have fallen.

Truly visible my strength but in my purgatory silence chaos lingers knocking to control my exact perils.

Oh the word I carry to my idealism of insanity. Courageous concience of the behold ing of pain deep within my soul, withholding the expession I wish to purge but instead a smile to keep everyone unaware of the continuous bleeding within my body,

Crying, crying, crying.....

My beating heart crying in anger and pain, crying in anguish that not be felt by anyone other than myself, in this delusion that is a vision of an existence non coherent to you but in my psychosis which triggered in this eve,

My dreams haunt me as I dream of you, almost feeling your skin and your breath as your chest rises and lowers with my head resting on you, my delirium worsens as I awaken in the night reaching for you, and behold nothing but thin air and my pillow stained with tears as I cry through the night,

My heart still beating, breaking as each moment ticks away, the pain is so unnatural, so unreal, so unfathomable, catching my breath is simply punishment for more crushing pain,

As little girls we dream of Prince Charming, in reality it comes to less than majestic and magical, more like a seething dragon that rises its ugly head and swallows you, gloating about its wonders of love lost within,

Tears, tears, tears....

Flowing tears of memories past, a happiness unknown to my heart as the days pass, a wonder of truth as I day dream of things long gone away, never surrendering those images captured in my thoughts, a simple smile which can not be shaken from its frame, stuck in my mind, etched into my brain,

Love...

A beautifully unforgiving almost menacing conclusion of human want, don't think of the pain but instead, the new beginning which lies under that torment so dutifully.

Author's Note

Just something I wrote up.

Reviews

[Danny Thomas]

You know this is a favorite of mine :) what more can I say, that I had already not said. The line at the end, extremely well written, carrying with it the logic of the human condition. To survive, endure, and arise as something better.