Why?

Written about tilghman! My fist ever boy friend who is an ex thank god!

Why do your text messages still ring in my head?

Why do your words sting like they were never gone!

 

Why do I look at the calendar every 21^st day and

Think we could have been together for such and such days and years.

 

Why did you lie to me and say I was the only one.

Was it because I was then young and stupid, would it be different if I was older?

 

Why did you say you have to leave me for Iraq?

Was that all in your plan to break me into a million pieces?

 

Why do I still think about you, is it because you spun me in your web of lies?

Why does my heart and words cry on the 21^st day?

 

It’s because you were my 1^st love and you never forget them

No matter how much you lie to yourself.

 

Why can’t I forget you?

We were friends though know you’re married and have two kids.

 

Is it because I still love you?

No that can’t be, you broke me in little pieces and left me to be alone.

 

Why did you lie and say forever…

Why did you lie to me and say “Damn it Lacey Crawley I can’t get you out of my head!!!”

 

Why do you cross my mind like we never broke up just lost communication?

I gave you the best damn 6 and ½ months I gave anyone!!!

 

Why didn’t I listen to my parents?

Why did I listen to my heart when it said you were bad news, was it because my head won the battle?

 

Why were you like a drug and I was addicted and I was drugged so much I didn’t see the real you?

You were so intoxicating and I was blind to the power of the mind.

 

Why…

 

Reviews

[Bexers]

Writing is always a really good way to get out the repressed feelings that you normally wouldn't get out. I suggest you give this piece to him & have him read it. Maybe he'll realize the damage (do not take that to offense) & things could work out somehow.