Am I Safe Up High?

 

Sleeping in the light

Dying deep down in side

Anger rushed through me.

 

Slice my arm and I will bleed

It will never to enough

Hurting so bad inside!

 

Wishing to die deep down inside

Too much to live for though so

It just another mindless thing!

 

Would you care if I died?

Would anyone cry?

Would I die in vain at you f*****g games?

 

Feeding on eternal damnation

Stricken by pain

F**k, I’m losing myself need to regain.

 

Take me away into a far away fairy tale place

Lose my mind in all that I need

Watch me as I bleed!

 

Would you care if I died?

Would anyone cry?

Would I die in vain at you f*****g games?

 

To damned to cry

God I am losing the battle within

Can’t do a GD thing!

 

Losing myself faster than light

Tell me it will all be all right!

Take me in your arms and cradle me into a fairy tale dream.

 

That dream it crashed

Like a broken dolls

There is no one to help me with my pain.

 

Something to do on my own

Wishing I could be someone else for a day

Hurting inside about to cry.

 

I heavy my chest

The pressure it all to real

Can’t I take that GD pill?

 

No too much to live for!

That’s what I will say!

No too much to live for!

No too much to live for!

No too much to live for!

No too much to live for!

No too much to live for!

No too much to live for!

Is it working because I still feel pain!

Am I safe up high? Can’t I fly like a broken dove?

Say you love me, even if you don’t really mean it.

Give me a single GD thing to believe in at least for a little while!

 

 

Written: Thursday, February 5^th, 2009