Breathless

My lungs that no longer hold any air, any breathe
No more does my heart have rhythm, have beat
My body lay there now without life, without soul
Now nothing more than an empty shell of rotting meat

Now without body how am I still here?
Why have I gone nowhere at all?
Am I nothing to this world or to the next?
Do I have nowhere to rise or nowhere to fall?

And so I stay watching as the world goes along
It brings me indescribable fear and sickening pain
And I cry to the Demons to come collect my soul
For they would be the only ones to accept the insane

But the demons never came, only my flowing tears
Tears that came from fantasy, of non existing eyes
Now I only live in your once fond memories
Memories I’m sure your still beating heart despise

I only wish to be forgotten by all, forever
So you no longer endure such horrid and tragic pain
Now all I am to this world is a cold slab of stone
My whispers of silent wind, my tears of cool rain