Donna Bella

My muse

 

If I could

Explain the ways

That the games you play

Stay stuck in my head for days

I probably wouldn’t be so stressed

Or second guess decisions I’ve made

If I could

Try to show you

The heartbreak I make myself go through

I probably wouldn’t be so hurt

Or proud to tell folks I know you

If I could

Pen the words

And ways the feelings you give me mess with my nerves

I could probably sleep at night validated

How they say rest assured

If I could lose myself in your eyes I wouldn't want to be found

And if your mind was an ocean I would proudly drown,

If god answers prayers I guess it sent mine down,

Cause if I couldn't spend my life with you

I can't come up with a reason to stick around,

If you locked eyes with mine at sun up and asked me what I dream,

I’d say I'll tell you when I wake and you'd know what I mean,

If I could

Tune the world out

I’d focus on your curves

Probably never leave the house

Never numb from how you feel

From the bend stretching between toe and heel,

To your hips,

Legs, locks, and lips

If I could bury my insecurities I wouldn't dignify the grave with a mark

And in your dying days know you'd be saved because I’d give you my heart,

I’d sell my soul to Satan himself for another day of us

Before we both fade to dust

If love is a battle its a never ending war,

See I say I love you more than life cause id give mine to save yours.

 

Donna Bella