My friends have all graduated head of their class
What was powder on a mirror or empty CD case turns into glass,
burning sinuses or brimming over in sweet smelling clouds
What was calming in capsule form is now is distinguished as China's only Caucasian
and if you're not fond of China, you can call the Mexicans to cover up the potholes on the streets of your arms
If you're scared of needles or can't tie a bow
You can smoke brown stripes off Reynolds finest invention
RJ discloses it on his cigarettes
The common denominator isn't in their name
It's the tar
In our youth,
We were misplaced, misunderstood, and full of raw talent
Smoking cigarettes by the fences of our high schools,
cutting classes, breaking all the rules
Thinking of time in hourglasses
in which the grains of sands
poured through like molasses
As young adults we sought our passions
in fruitless love affairs
leaving us desperate
often clinging to despair
We found comfort
in social settings that required
smaller gatherings within
a room sectioned off for a few to come in and out of a little lighter than before
We were kings among peasants
and queens among a deck of cards
Jacks or better
were always followed by a coke
and a smile
In night clubs we were gods
Egos filled like the balloons that we sucked down with mind-warping speed
We never stood in line at the door,
We never paid for a drink
The bartenders knew us and loved us –
If the bookies got paid, it was because we made the score
We ruled when downtown was an escape route
for underage teenagers to destroy stem cell opportunities
offering race cars in the form of Mitsubishi-e
and two dollar trips for a eight hour tour
We hosted the after parties that raged into the sunlight
We drank the last beer and watched the last man stand,
Yelling "Timber!" when he fell
We egged on the egos that led to the fights
We told pretty girls to cheat on their loved ones
promising, we would never tell
We shared stories, interrupting one another
to get the loudest laugh
Passing the conch for attention
they were my scouts, and I was their den mother
you couldn't have asked for more
(but you always did)
It was age that separated us
distinguishing our degrees amongst each other
Our education was paid on a loan that was in default
We suffered collectors and harassing phone calls
and we found addictions that destroyed trust
inflictions that we'd yet to discover
We destroyed the commonality we shared
there was no room
we went in together
we'd all come out alone
Perhaps the time had come
for us to move out of the dorm
to get back into society but we still shared one thing in common,
none of us, not one of us, could face the thought of
sobriety.