Mind Stream

Basically the stuff that goes on in your head. Just typing. yeah =

We all say that we will never get brainwashed by someone

but there is always one person that you can never think straight around

The one person that you think that you really love and care about.

But when they are gone and you think outside the situation,

you realize everything you said, did, thought, felt, was everything you said you never would again. 

You tell yourself that you will let them go, and move on.

And you are confident that the next time you are face to face with them, talking...

you will tell them, and then everything will be okay.... you will have control again..

But then the time comes... the person is right there... waiting for you to say something

you thought about it all day. you KNEW what you were going to say, you KNEW what you were going to talk about. 

But it feels different now that you actually can say it.

What are you going to say now?

they are still here.

they still care.

maybe things will change.

you don’t have anything to say for this situation.

you want things to change.... 

but how do you choose.

Next time you will do it. definitely next time. 

They leave.... and everything you were thinking floods back into your head.

was it really that hard to confront that person?

to the point where you couldn’t even think?

you don’t like the situation you are in... but you did nothing...

next time will never come, 

because when next time does come, you will forget everything and become blank once again.

you will have nothing to say, and it will push them further away.

Nice going.

Go ahead, keep thinking what to say, take notes and everything. 

But the only way your thoughts will ever be read is through poetry. 

Reviews

[Balls:)]

this is soooo true...

like, i like this guy Caleb, and we go to school together, and like, i text him like crazy, but at school, im like... not as talkative. lol

[X]

very true. i do this quite a bit myself seeing as it's easier to think about than say it.