Artificial happiness

Artificial happiness

A Poem by LeDiisco
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Alittle darker then most of my other poems, but its life

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I’m sitting in my bedroom on a rather stormy night.

I’m wondering why everything gets resulted in a fight.

 

 

Anger dwelling.

Skin is swelling.

The smell is sweet as rust.

The life I live is not relevant then the presents of a spec of dust.

 

The signs are all flashing.

            Reality I’m slashing.

                        Because the world is crashing hard.

 

                                    I cannot deal, I cannot tell. Innocence long ago fell.

                        The feeling can make it all better.

            But it’s denied.

After it’s been satisfied.

 

            When it’s not tolerable anymore.

My      

Alliance lies in the shiny edge,

            That hypnotizes my

Life.

            The world

Will

 

Never

 

Know

Of the secret I hold dear.

But when it does, it will do more then

Fear.

 

 

What I have is misunderstood, understand?

             Is that something you could?

                                You should.

            It’s in every childhood

Or would that make your mind flood.

            Like the flood on my arm

Made of blood.

 

It doesn’t stain for long.

It Stings

            Rings.

But I for get the pain.

Being replaced with                Happiness.

 

If it hurts somewhere else

            The pain in my mind goes away for awhile.

 

Like a temporary high.

                                    Wanna try?

        I promise you won’t cry.

 

The scar goes away, so you can’t remember the pain.

No one has to know.

            When it’s covered it won’t show...

                               …You know?

 

So take my hand into the shade

 

            I’ll even let you use my blade

 

Please friend, don’t be afraid

 

            Cause this is how happiness is made

© 2013 LeDiisco


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i love the rhythm, very thrilling

Posted 13 Years Ago


This is intense and full of fear.
It gave me a chill. You gave me
a thrill. The emotions you projected
onto the page were unreal.

Posted 13 Years Ago



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LeDiisco
LeDiisco

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