![]() I Feel AloneA Poem by LeDiiscoI feel alone. I wish the world alone could be spelled with just one letter just to show the symbolism of what the word means and how I feel. There is an empty gap in me and I don’t know how to fill it. I want love… But I can’t decide where I want it from. I want happiness, but I can’t even grasp a smile long enough to call it my own. I just feel alone, even when I am with ‘friends’…. As if I am simply tolerated rather than appreciated. I am just there to fill their empty void until someone that they actually care about shows up. Who could want my presence anyway? There isn’t anything wrong with me. But at the same time, there isn’t anything right. I am simply here. Left to observe the others around me. I can’t heat a single conversation around me because so many different voices and ideas are being shared at once. The blending of the words almost creates a new language. Because words are indeed being said…. But they are heard in a way no one will ever be able to understand. I wish I spoke that language, because then I would have a reason no one understands me and leaves me alone. Who do you become when you don’t want to be you anymore? I just hope one day I become happy being me. I know my problems. And I know my insecurities. And I know I am the only one capable of fixing them. I just worry so much about being compared to other people…. When I am the biggest offender of doing so to myself. I want to be able to look in a mirror, Look at myself and say that I am completely in love with me. Not in a narcissistic kind of way, but just in a way that I am comfortable with being me. I can see beauty in every single person that I pass by. Have it be their personality, their hair, their eyes, their skin… Always something beautiful. Why is it that when I look at me……… …………………………………….I see nothing. © 2013 LeDiiscoFeatured Review
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4 Reviews Added on December 3, 2013 Last Updated on December 3, 2013 Author![]() LeDiiscoNYAboutHey. My name is C. Lee. Im 26 and im not much of a writer.... but I love to write, so I do. I try to stick to things I have gone through, but sometimes I just write about things that I hear about. more..Writing
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