A lottery I never won

Feelings that have a texture 

Dreams with so many laws 

Diving deeper into a hole with no escape 

Looking up, in taking sights not mine 

Breathing oxygen not meant for me

Felling trapped and free 

With no escape and opened doors everywhere 

Saying please and thank you, with a knife behind my back

Dying yet feeling so alive 

Averting my gaze to check my pulse 

Am I me, or have I become someone else 

 

Eyes that are so big, never peering away 

A world on top of me 

So light and still I am bring crushed 

Walking a path I never took a step on 

You never leave me, like the heart in my chest 

However I am still alone 

 

Equality has died, or was never alive 

For what is mine is yours and yours, yours 

Look at me for I will never be blind 

Eyes that have never seen anything in front of them 

A sound that have never touched my ears 

Your smile is fools golden 

Yet I’m running towards it with no second thought 

Tricked and knowing it so proudly  

Yet here I am asking for your hand 

So who is rich? 

 

 

 

Author's Note

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