Are you there, Dearest?

"You have much more, why do you frown?" "You have so little, why do you smile?" How is it that one may want more and one may want less... Why do we, as humans wish for such preposterous things...

My erudition is as befog as a woodland of spindly conifer

This land is as daunting as my arranged demise

I crave my misused youth

Flying away from those perfidious cries

My sympathique is fictitious

Am i to sink into your forgotten promise

To be swept away like all the others

Shall there be a hand

Who will save me from my plummet

Or who shall assist me in my descend into endless abyss

Death no longer holds its pledge of eternal euphoria

Why do you grieve when when presented with a stow of jouissance

Is that not adequate?

Then why do you beam when crestfallen?

Are you there dearest Reverend?

Cast all my storyteller foolishness away

To open my gates to quietus

Embrace or  deny, my journey has yet unfolded

As the choice is as perplexing as ones equivocal

Weep my loathsome crow

For it shall not be your final

But for I it shall

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