My sadness is your greatest crime

As I lie on my bed,
 I think of all the things u said....
Then my body starts to shake, and its like I'm not awake....
 I pull out a rusty blade, and my life begins to fade.
 I think of all the things u said as I'm bleeding in my bed..........
my lip is bleeding, I can't get up.
I'm always needing a day of luck.
 My arm is broken, just like my heart.
I want to dart out of this life that makes me so sad...
 And away from the girl who is always mad.
I want some1 to b there 4 me