My mother

Mom please tell me what to do.
I waited up so patiently.
I sit down and I start to cry.
But You'll never know why.
I say things that make u cry.
I feel so guilty and I don't know why.
I want to take it all away.
I want to show you the way.
I love it when u laugh and sing.
It helps destroy the sting.
I feel safe in your arms.
I'm not harmed.
I remember all the good times.
Makes me wanna rhyme.
I miss u so much it hurts.
This place I'm in doesn't work.
I know when Jeorge came into the picture our relationship spiraled dangerously out of control.
We were at each others throats.
Acting like feral dogs fighting 4 dominance.
I want to move back. I want to b in your pack.
I don't want to make new.
Its all the same. Just unbearable pain.
You always could tell when something happens to make me sad.
Right now I'm just plain mad...at myself.
I should have treated u better.
Now all i can do is cry.
I feel like u said goodbye to me.
I don't know what to do any more.