Lost Thoughts...

Lost Thoughts...

A Poem by Kyrosutra
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Our Failing relationship...

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Okay... so I've been stairing at this blank page all night, Lost in thoughts...

Bringing up all manners of old memories, half remembered, near forgot...

You think I could put them to paper?, or in this instance a note?

Emotion is hard to describe, I tried, and here's what I wrote...


Lost Thoughts...


Just visions... you smiling, our kids, our fights, reconciliations, and loss.

From make-up's to break-up's, all those lonely mornings I wake up.

Colour my soul,.. embossed.

I could relive a year in a heartbeat... our lifetime together in a day.

I cherish these memories like diamonds, and yet wish I could wish them away.

I give some thoughts to the future,.. Like, how this might possibly turn out.

And ask myself an unbearable question, I'm I better off with you?.. or without?

Perhaps I am being too selfish, darkly cynical and overly self-critical.

But try as I might, to bury these thoughts, they eat at me from the subliminal.

What am I feeling right now... Anxiety, heart-break, failure and trying hard not to give up.

But is the glass half full?.. or half empty?.. Doesn't matter, we smashed the damned cup.

© 2012 Kyrosutra


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this one is really good too:)

Posted 12 Years Ago


This really deep, Kyro...I could really relate to the feelings you conveyed, knowing the experience...the only thing you can do is try. A wonderful write from the heart.

Posted 12 Years Ago



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Kyrosutra
Kyrosutra

St.Catharines, Ontario, Canada



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Introverted... I enjoy expressing my thought via writing and rhyming... I'm looking to improve my skills and perhaps meet people of like mind. more..

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A Poem by Kyrosutra