i sing along with sad songs relating them to my life. please save me from myself

i need to come to realize that he's just a guy, a special one maybe, but he's not mine. i don't need to do things to make him love me. if he wanted to he would
i hear the sirens and i wonder who wont get a second chance, my stereo is blasting and my eyeliner is begging to smear. i can barely hear, my tears are forming in the coners of my eyes, so just shut up
stop. just stop, i know you're lying to me. i dont think you realize your hurting me inside,
with her hair pulled back and the make up running down and the silver in her hand. She realizes slowly that no matter how much she hopes there is no escape,
the girl who seemed unbreakable - broke
the girl who seemed so strong  - crumbled
the girl who always laughed it off - cried
the girl who would never stop trying - finally gave up and quit
i miss your touch i miss your smell, i miss you so much that my life is hell. i miss the good things and the things we've done, i miss the little things like you calling me hun.
you know im changing and its breaking your heart, theres nothing you can do except watch me fall apart.
My heart is broken, my words are unspoken, my tears are saying all that needs to be said. thoughts and feelings how dare you do what youve done to me? how can one boy cause all this misery?
No more words, no more lies, let it go before it dies, hear the words, hear the pain, the last of love ends in vain. sweet in start bitter in end. hearts will break never bend.
broken smile, starless sky, grab it all say goodbye. just live and breathe and try not to die again. i gave you everything but it just wasnt enough to make you stay
shes afraid of what will happen after all this waiting, he'll end up with another girl. shes afraid of what hasnt happened yet. and most of all shes afraid she could never find someone who could compare to him.
in a world of a thousand lies, where the truth is no where to be seen, it only takes one look into your eyes and i know your the only truth i need.
theres no where in the world id rather be the in your arms safe from everything
im done losing sleep because of you, im done hold back tears at the thought of you, im done being depressed over you. im done crying my eyes out over you. im done asking the same questions that go unanswered.
What did you think i was strong enough to handle it? if you did then sweetie you dont know me at all. these smiles are fake just another lie people bought. you would never know the disaster thats  behind them.
im a weak girl, i always have been, i fall apart at night, i try my best to smile, i sing along with sad songs relating them to my life. please save me from myself
damn right im still pissed, next time we meet we'll see who has the upper hand. kiss my fist taste the floor, tired of your games i dont care anymore
i think i mighta got into a fight because my knuckles were bloody and i dont feel alright. i hit the bottom and i dont even care, some say im going to hell but i tell them im already there.
mirror mirro on the wall, who the biggest fool of all? it must be the girl who cant stop crying or maybe its the girl that kept on trying.
maybe im dark but im not goth. just becuase i cry doesnt mean im emo, and baby i can scream but im no prep. just because these arms are scareed whos to say its to self harm?
attention center stage weve got a suicidal star, another tragic case no more then a broken heart.
my eyes hurt from crying my heart aches from trying. my wrists burn from cutting and in the end i still have nothing.
everyday she fights for her life everyday she fights not to bring blood every day she fights to stay alive
look at yourself, your grades are good enough, you arent pretty enough, you arent perfect enough, your just a little failure.
i scream and noone hears me i cry and no one sees the tears i cut and no one sees the blood
theres only so much pain a teenage girls heart can take. and you my dear have exceeded the limits.
and so the story ends with her sitting on her knees in his drive way, she crys and screams his name. as he slowly goes inside closing the door
you may think shes happy and strong but you dont know the half of it. everyday she cries and thinks about death and darkness, hows thats for string and happy?
anyone that can touch you can hurt or heal you, anyone that can reach you can love or leave you.
have you ever laid in bed hoping youll wake up in the emergency room hearing the words "she isnt going to make it"?
just look at her shes beautiful you would never know she falling apart day by day getting weaker

Author's Note

Reviews

[Kaelyn Shea]

Danke!

[Smitten Drive]

Swell

[Intern'l Shultzfeather]

K Quad is flying. And I'm not aware of being knocked over.

[Kaelyn Shea]

thanks austin. i was EXTREMLY mad and depressed when i wrote this. so i can only imagine that there are alot of mistakes.

[Austin]

This is great! There's some spelling and punctuation issues, but looking past that, it's really good. You really got the feeling across, and that's why I love this. I found it a little confusing at the beginning (it's in the a.m. hours, still), but I really understood everything once I got to the end.