It's all my fault

Everyone says the good die young

but why does it have to be true

I never wanted to lose him

I loved him beyond belief

 

If I told him how I felt

he wouldn't be dead

he'd be here with me

not flying around in heaven

 

It's my fault he's gone

I want him back

I don't want him dead

I want him here

 

I loved him

but i never told him

I should have

if I did maybe he wouldn't be gone

 

Harry Miles Beaugez

10/29/96- 12/1/12

Reviews

[DoNt LoSe YoUrSeLf]

Sometimes we wish we said something when a thing like this occurs, but he hasn't left. His spirit still lives on and he is with you, watching over you. If you speak, he will hear your words, though he is not there with you in person. I'm sure he would forgive you if you sat down and spoke to him. Tell him what you feel and how things could have been different. And remember, his spirit is with you, you're never alone.

[SouthernBelle]

thank you so much

[Jon Settle]

I can relate to this so easily... I've not actually lost someone like you have but it truly feels like this....

[SouthernBelle]

thank you

[Coyote Poetry]

It is sad when we had opportunity and did not try. Someone dying young and a surprise death open the door to a lot of sadness for things not said or done. Thank you for sharing the excellent poem.
Coyote

[SouthernBelle]

thank you

[Chris]

You need to speak with your mom about how you feel...she'll understand.

[SouthernBelle]

My mama hates me she'd tell me to go kill myself

[Chris]

Then a school counsellor or teacher you respect - perhaps even a Pastor you share faith with... You're greiving and it helps when we speak of our feelings. Since he was 16 the school system should have grief counsellors available.

[unknown]

Very sad, but beautiful.

[SouthernBelle]

thank you

[MissEpic2902]

I know the feeling, trust me when i say that, You along with Harry are in my prayers, Feel better and remember time is the best medicine for this kind of pain, and at the risk of sounding redundant, it's not your fault.

[SouthernBelle]

yes it is.. if i told him how i felt he'd be here still he wouldnt be dead

[MissEpic2902]

You said he died in a car wreck, if anything it's the car's fault, not your's, not his, I don't mean to sound brash but please don't blame yourself, When my friend killed himself I couldn't help but think the same thing you are, That if i'd told him i love him then he wouldn't have left this world for another, but after two years of thinking about him constantly i realize that there were probably hundreds of reasons why he deicided the way he had, I know that he wouldn't want me to blame myself so i'm not going to go against his wishes, and i think that your friend would want the same for you again not trying to sound brash, i continue to pray for yourself and harry so i really hope your feeling better

[SouthernBelle]

thank you so much

[MissEpic2902]

There's no need to thank me, but your welcome

[Heather]

I'm trully sorry for your loss
Don't blame yourself.. It won't help
Keep loving him instead
Stay strong darling

[SouthernBelle]

i've lost all my strenght

[Heather]

Gain it back
Only think positive

[Frieda P]

Truly sorry for your loss, suicide leaves us with so much guilt and endless questions. I know firsthand, too well. Of course, it's not your fault.

[SouthernBelle]

again he did not kill himself... he died in a car wreck but he died on his way to see me

[SouthernBelle]

My condolences.

[SouthernBelle]

thank you

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Im sorry for your loss,Kymberley.

[SouthernBelle]

thank you