A Chapter of Life

While sweet memories I have gained,

Time, slowly, my sanity drained!

I can't think straight...

Feeling like a patient in Mad House #8,

Thoughts come and go

Without saying "No!".

I have my eyes full of tears

Because of the thoughts of fears

Of talking (about my problems),

Of opening (myself)...

I remember every word you said...

Every phone call when going to bed...

Every hug...

Every kiss...

Listen to me...

Don't make it hard, please!

Tears run down from my eyes,

While your kiss on my lips dries.

I feel lost...

I feel empty...

Was it right to do so?

I question my behavior...

My thoughts...

Myself...

I now walk alone,

To the frontier of a Breakdown!

Reaching the point of Insanity!

In a game with Destiny!

I slowly stop hearing your footsteps...

Walking farther...

Drifting...Fading...Away...

And so a day of Sun goes dark...

Blinded walking along the edge...

Falling off the arc,

I shall lose my humanity,

Making room for insanity!

And so, with tears in my eyes,

I write the final lines of this chapter...

Remaining me, myself and my Insanity...

Every step I take feels like I'm dragging my heart through pieces of broken glass...

Author's Note

I haven't posted in a long time, but I wish I didn't had to post this kind of poem...
Have a good night, my friends!

Reviews

[Mr Alednac]

Very nicely written here! I like how you describe on how when dealing with heartbreak most people don't want to be human and have emotions and all the crazy thoughts that come with it. Great poem

[Wolf]

Yes and the emotions are even powerful after a long relation. Not even the most stoned-hearted ones can't restrain their tears after putting and end to something.

[Mr Alednac]

I fully agree with you on that statement!