Stay Still

This is me expressing how I feel about someone, feeling high expectations that went downhill, and expressing what I must do to stay in character.

Stay Still

My goodness how I have fell for you.

My goodness and you know it too.

High hopes that I might be for you,

and high hopes me and you I see through.

Down I am feeling. Heart crushed and broken.

Though you're my only infatuation that I've fallen.

That of a home crushed of tsunami,

That of a boy midst of war so lonely.

That of a glass shattered loudly,

It came so loud with a bang so suddenly.

 

Social media at it's finest plate,

Offers food and drink adorned facade.

Likes, share, click and click without hesitate,

Charming the sea with joy they never had.

Yet Joy as it may, fantasy is it's fate,

food and drink were rotten inside.

But what I'm trying to say,

is that I saw you with someone.

He was holding your hand,

Whom I wish that I'd be the one.

It may hurt, though I don't have the right,

I just can't stop feeling this way inside.

Fire be brought down before me.

Earthquake be shaken my home.

Tsunami may rush upon me.

And tornado destroy my throne.

Yet here I will stay still.

Trying not to follow my desire nor will.

The father may allow me,

to feel down emotionally

but He is testing me,

Whether my love belongs to him only.

Raray, love whom ever you choose.

But I will love you continually.

Your hear is free and set to loose,

but I am hoping it would chose me. 

This I say and I say I do

And if I do not then I'd be lying to you.

I will be patient in loving you,

Unconditionally just as what love do. 

Love I define is what God here and to,

surrendering my faith to him and all too.

The father who I shall fix my relationship first,

To train and discipline my faith to him.

Hoping that he might someday allow us to be in one,

To allow light of him to shine and not dim.