Give in, give up, say hello to the end.

1/4/2013

I am so scared. 

I don't know where to go. 

I want to give up. 

But I want to go on. 

It just seems like there is no way out anymore. 

I run in circles. 

I wear a mask. 

They see me as the happy, 

Never hurting, always loving, 

Perfectly okay, Christian kid. 

But I'm so f*****g broken. 

Everyday is a battle to hide my scars. 

Every morning I wipe away my tears 

Before I leave the car. 

I do everything and anything so 

That nobody will ever see my fear. 

I can't do it anymore. 

Maybe today will be the day I quit. 

Maybe this will be the day I give in. 

Maybe tonight will be the end. 

I wonder if there will be a light at the end of the tunnel. 

Reviews

[dreaming dame]

Baeautiful. Heart wrenching too. There's always light, could be your suurrounded by it but can't see. What I've been told.. Things get better:) Good write!

[Kupendwa]

Thank you for the review (: