I am left me standing alone in a field
Long brown grass sways around me
I don't feel like moving from here
Yet i wake
You have left me with the future to give
You have taken my present
Everything else has come to me now
Realization of ones true self
Ones future and ones past
It's hard to sleep
I'm scared to wake
I haven't smiled in a quite a while
Fake happiness i can't even muster up
To front to my family to show all is well
I have had this before
And no doubt i will again
I thought that we could help each other
I guess it does not pay to dream
For a brief time we shared our lives
I prayed it could continue
You thought other wise
Now I'm back here again empty and alone
You carry on as if nothings wrong
I will still live
I will still fight
I will still pray
And i will still dream.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!