Cold

Here it goes again. The feeling inside my chest that just refuses to go away. Rearing its ugly head again. It made me miss a fun time with "friends". But it's okay, they never really wanted me to go anyway. I slowly sink, bubbles escaping, reaching for the surface. My ankle is tied to a weight, nothing can stop it. I've gone so far now, I don't think there's hope for me. Nobody noticed as I fell into the icy blue. I look above and the sunlight is getting further and further away. I don't know what to do so my body keeps going, down, down, no shape to my form. Finally, I catch a glimpse. So this is what it feels like I think to myself. As the remaining oxygen evaporates, carbon dioxide invades my body. It's getting darker, and the tips of my water logged ears lose their color. I lost that feeling. And now I'm just cold. Slowly sinking. I look up and it's dark. There's nothing above. Time stands still. I'm still sinking, and it's getting colder. 

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