Without you I'm NONE

School..

A platform in which we develop ourselves.. Many friends, diverse situation to understand the people, different behaviour.. All appears great and nice to each one of us. Like powder adds essence to the food, friends makes our life beautiful. I too got a friend who understood me more than myself. She made me realise who am I really. She showed a ray of hope when I was in darkness. She held my hand from morning to evening.

 

The day I met her was the day when I really realised what is friendship? , how a friend should be, how it is important to have a friend in life. When no one believed me, she stood against other’s in my battle standing along with me. My instinct told me that she is my everything in my life. Making it true she without both intervention she held my hand tightly portraying she doesn’t want to leave me at any time, for any cause. Each day we would come to class, sit next to each other with holding hands. Even lovers would be alone for some time, we were never separated for a single nanosecond.

She praised me when I scored high marks, encouraged me when my score was more than her. Who would be so selfless? God gifted me with such a golden precious gift. When I was in hostel, she brought me lunch and fed me with such a great love and affection. She chased my mother with her priceless compassion. Even my dad failed before her care.

 

She was my life from that point of time. I shared everything with her right from my childhood days to my that present day. She too was with me in the

same way. Her family members know only my name, only me in school. She talks about me, our that day with all her family members. They considered me also as their daughter. Cared me, too in the same way. Bought me also dress, food and everything they did for their daughter. My parents were very happy that I got some close person like her. Both families became so close ‘cause of our friendship.

 

As days passed by celebrating each day with our friendship, I feel in love.. fell in love with my friend. I accepted his proposal one day. Though I know well about her, I couldn’t tell her about our love to her. Each day, my heart pricked like a needle… He was such a good guy who told me to convey her about our love, but something stopped me. I waited for a fine day. Unluckily, that day didn’t smile at me at all. Then I left that. I concentrated in our friendship and studies. Each day we became close, close. I felt she is more important in my life than anyone, even than my love.

Whole school know about our friendship, from the Principal to the sweepers. Though I was in that school for seven years, I was in false group. Friends with jealous, selfishness and basically they failed in trust. But my life believed me more than they did or do. Her one month understanding

was even incomplete for those seven years friends.

 

One day, she didn’t come to school.. I felt like I was left alone. I don’t know where to go? Whom to be with?  With whom to sit? I understood her closeness with me once again on that day.. It reminded me how will I be without her in my life. I started crying. Tears did not hear my words. All it heard was that I am left alone in this more populated world. I have none to look at me, look for me.. Then she came at 10 a.m with illness. Came only for me. She tried hard to act normal with her family members so that she can come to school. She did this only to comfort me. Imagine how blessed I am to have such a cute loving friend. more than a friend..

 

Unfortunately, We finally reached our school ending. Our high school exams started coming near.. nearer.. Though we were busy we always postponed our work to talk with each other. We both argued that we will join in same college.  Those days made us even more closer. Even an air tight container has a gap when compared to our friendship. Great and luckily we both wrote our exams well. Came out with flying colors both planned to join in the same college..

 

That day I told her about my love.. No one could imagine. You know what she told me.. I was actually afraid of her reaction But she understood me more than my understanding on her. She told “ Congrats Kousika.” I  am happy for you. She didn’t even think to ask or fight with me for my delay in telling her my love.. I hugged her and kissed by saying I’m sorry my sweetheart.. I am proud to say she is my Kowthami still.

God gifted me with two gifts.. There is a popular saying You must either have a lover who cares more than a friend or a friend who loves more than a lover.. I was gifted by both, now both being my two eyes..

 

 

 

Reviews

[Marie]

You are truely gifted to have such a friend and such a lover too.

[Kousika]

Thanks a lot .. God showered me with those two precious gifts..

[Shubham Joshi]

Wow that's a beautiful part of your life that you have just shared with us all and it was amazing to read... it involved so much emotion, passion, compassion, love...

[Kousika]

Thanks dear.. I love her so so much.. friends are our life right ...

[Shubham Joshi]

yeah... that's right.

[daniel lee johnson]

that was beautiful and thanks

[Kousika]

Welcome for your comments friend..:))

[Coyote Poetry]

A beautiful and powerful story.
"God gifted me with two gifts.. There is a popular saying You must either have a lover who cares more than a friend or a friend who loves more than a lover.. I was gifted by both, now both being my two eyes.."
We are honored to know good people. You honored them with your words. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[Kousika]

Thank you soo much bro..

[Coyote Poetry]

You are welcome.

[Kousika]

Friend is someone who knows us better than we do !!
Dedicated to my lovable friend..:)))

[wordman]

a great story my friend ,i enjoyed the read