Part 9

Slowly Justin got up, being very careful to not to make eye contact with you, grabbed his keys off the table and walked out the door. You got up and walked upstairs into Justins room and laid on his bed. You laid there for hours thinking, wondering about where Justin ran off to and why he'd leave you. You cried quietly to yourself as you thought about him. And after a few hours you had cried yourself to sleep. 

At about one in the morning you felt someone stroking your hair and adjusting the blanket to make you more comfortable. You look up, hoping to see Justin. As your vision comes into focus you can see to your surprise it was Chaz. "Hey where's Justin? Has he come home yet?" Tears came to your eyes as you shook your head "no" and rolled over. "Well, I think I know where he might be. Do you want to come with me to check for him?" You just laid there, still, thinking about if Justin would be mad at you for hunting him down or if he was even where Chaz thought he was. "I'll take that as a no." Chaz said walking out the door. Quickly you screamed, "No! Wait!" as you jumped outta bed. "I'm coming with you." 

In the car you watched as the trees quickly passed, wondering where you were going. You sat in the car with Chaz for two hours not saying one word until the car finally stopped. "You better go in. I'll park around the corner. Justin will probably only let you talk to him." You got out of the car and watched as Chaz drove around the corner. As you walked in to the big strange building you realized it was abandoned. It was an old studio with a piano in the middle of the room. You watched quietly as you heard Justin singing and playing the piano. He sounded so mad and upset. He looked like he'd been crying. Once he finished the song you walked up to him and hugged him from behind. Justin just turned towards you and pulled you into his lap. Neither of you said anything. You just sat there in Justin's arms. Eventually Justin broke the silence. "Please don't leave me." "Why would I do that?" you asked slightly confused. "Because now the paparazzis going to chase you Karina. They're going to question you. They're going to want to know how you won me over. Girls, millions of them are going to hate you. Send you death threats. The last thing I want is to lose you Karina. I... I love you." You just looked at Justin speechless. How could he think you'd leave him just like that? After a moment you kissed Justin once gently on his lips and said, "I'm never going to leave you Justin. You have me, all of me. No matter what people say or what they do I'll always be here for you. We can get through this together. And I can promise you that we will. I know this because... Well... I.. I love you too Justin." After saying this Justin just held you close to him and kissed you passionately. With no one there to break it you and Justin almost got carried away. You laid back as Justin laid on top of you, not once breaking the kiss. Slowly you began to take off Justins shirt. You kissed him some more as he began to take off your pants. Moments passed before you were lying there in your underwear and Justin in his boxers. You could feel Justin getting "excited" as everything became more intense. Justin placed his hand on your underwear line, you could feel him wanting to take them off. Justin broke the kiss. Looking at you with love and passion in his eyes. You looked back at him with slight fear and a lot of love and trust in your eyes. Justin broke the silence saying, "No I can't. Not here. Not now. Not like this. Karina get dressed." You got up scared, confused as you slowly got dressed.