Shut Up

I've inhaled polluted oxygen and lived surprisingly long
A lush sky, where the sun can't be seen
The filthy words you spat out
I tried to untangle this thread, but no matter how long I search, the knot 

was nowhere to be found
A tragedy, lashed by acid rain, became a comedy
Even should you touch my skin, it's pointless. My heart can't be seen.
Ah, I was the only one trying to make it better. I'm so sorry. 
I won't say whether I love or hate you, I never ever will, so shut up already!

There wasn't a red string anywhere. It seems we went too far in embellishing our memories.

Clinging to phantoms, we went a bit crazy

Could it all have changed if we'd called each other's names, just once?

I've inhaled polluted oxygen and lived surprisingly long
Afraid, in the shadow made by the sun
What was reborn were beautiful days
Ah, I was the only one trying to make it better. I'm so sorry. 
I can't get near the light or the darkness, I never ever will, so stop your crying
And shut up already

Reviews

[Riddhi]

Do you mean to say that you used to like a person and that person was good to you but that person behaved in a way , that when you were already going through bad times and were sad , it hurted you even more and now even if the person will apologise you what has happened that can't be fixed...What has happened has just happened and now nothing can heal it...Am I correct???Anyway , you wrote it beautifully and the way you wrote it , I just loved it...
Keep on writing..

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Yep, you're correct. We're friends after that!

[Onlyme]

Sad and so heartbreaking. Great read. But I do hope you find your peace and solace someday from the hurt this person has caused you.

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Thank you very much!

[¿]

Hmm...so I should say what I understand here....it's like someone whom you liked or the persona of that person was good to you...but then for some idiotic behaviour of that person made you hurt...that too when you're at the most of sadness or depression....and now no apologies from that person gonna fix or heal it...I hope I got it...if not then do let me know....
And I thank you for sharing this...Good days ahead Ji Suk😊

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Ding din! we have a winner! You did get it right!

[¿]

Hehe!! Thank you😊