In Memory

All the moments of tears

It seems like a winter dream

One day when the sun is clear suddenly 

Like the rain that came down

I remember the memories that filled my heart

When I feel my heart again

That moment of our unhappiness

When it rains,

I'm sorry that I have not done much because I was scared and foolish.

Hiding tears in falling rain

Memories of that day I was violently sick

I had no one to hold onto but my brother's warm hand
I could only hear the angry tone of mother and the sound of fist hitting from father

I don't miss that day 

Against the wall with you, our black eyes and bruises covering our bodies 

The day we are surrounded by violent adults

I still feel the memories

If you look at you for a long time, your tears will be half as fast.

We have walked together through the hardest moments and our scars still haven't healed

It was a memorable memory for you too.

You are the light of my dark dreams

I do not want to break out of this dream.

One day when the sun is clear suddenly 

Like the rain that came down

I remember the memories that filled my heart

When I feel my heart again

That moment of our unhappiness

When it rains,

I'm sorry that I have not done much because I was scared and foolish.

Hiding tears in falling rain

Memories of that day I was violently sick

I had no one to hold onto but my brother's warm hand

I could only hear the angry tone of mother and the sound of fist hitting from father

Everything that permeates me

Everyone flew away and we were left alone in that alchohol smelling home 

After our time

Let's meet again and hope for a brighter future 

I'll laugh with you

I'm glad I can keep that promise like this

Reviews

[Julie McCarthy (juliesp..]

Im sorry you and your brother had to deal with this sort of childhood, i do hope your lives are happier now and you are free from it. thanks for sharing such a personal memory with us all and i liked your poem liked the repetitiveness of some of the sentances and thanks for entering into my competition, x

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Thank you very much. We have healed somewhat.

[Julie McCarthy (juliespenhere)]

that is good to know keep going with it

[Coyote Poetry]

A wonderful memory shared. When love is shared between brother and brother. It is never forgotten. Thank you for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Thank you very

[A.Tarek]

sadness is momentary, but still bad memories are useful.. they make you learn the hard way
i liked it

[sette]

this bad memory should be best forgotten

[Phill Oz O'fee]

When something triggers bad memories a flooding of emotions can overwhelm our thoughts: Your sadly
poignant poem of abuse is both brave and challenging. Just a note: Was it your intention to repeat the stanzas:

That moment of our unhappiness
When it rains,
I'm sorry that I have not done much because I was scared and foolish.
Hiding tears in falling rain

Memories of that day I was violently sick
I had no one to hold onto but my brother's warm hand
I could only hear the angry tone of mother and the sound of fist hitting from father

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[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Thank you for your review. Yes, I meant to repeat it.