Mother's Day

If past time comes

I'll see you waiting

There's a lot that I have to think of 

Because I am tired

I suppose so

Once in a while,

in order to abandon you, 

We're going to have to move farther apart 
But this pain becomes a burden the more I try to forget you 

Your eyes have grown so cold again

Your sharp tongue digs into me, please stop

I can’t take it anymore

Love, it's all gone

You and me, beautiful memories we never had 

I've buried those horrific memories with fake memories so I can go on living

Though you had the time to spend with me, you decided to make my little heart shatter 
I don't need you, my heart has had enough of your pain

Stay away from me so you never get close to my loved ones and poison them with your manipulation

Leave my side so I can live happily

Just stay there, just like that
I'm not sorry that you miss me

You were supposed to love me but alcohol and sex became more important 
You sold your right to be your mother the moment we were born

I spent my time like a fool 

Once again, my thoughts are trapped

I hate it to death

I'll find you again even if you're all empty

Though I took the time not to come back

I need you 

Stay with me

Stay by my side

Just stay that way, just like that

You were supposed to believe me

What more do you want from me?
I've given your body to you for your pleasure, just leave me alone

Do you miss me? The one who died back then?
That fool who came back to you no matter how much you toyed with my body and my sanity 

I am not that fool no more

You can cause me more pains

I don't have to cry any more to shield your biting words from my heart

What have I come to?

Is it okay for me to cry like back then?

You will be abandoned 
You're a useless toy to me that has lost its value

Once I get sick of you, it's over

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Anger lead us to dead-ends. I like the old-school rules. Leave the anger behind, create a better life. I did. I felt the regret, sadness and the disappointment. Anger and regret. Heavy weight to carry. Thank you for sharing your words and honest thoughts.
Coyote

[Locke Redwyne (night sy..]

Definitely not your typical Mother's Day poem, but well written and full of emotion, good job!

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Thanks very much. I actually send that to my mother in prison

[Locke Redwyne (night sys)]

Put in your position, I probably would too...