Mother's Words

You are a worthless child
I bet you’re the most worthless child in the whole wide world

Studying, sports, and socializing, you can’t do those things at all

Such a poor, stupid, dirty child; that’s all you are
Why can’t you even pronounce your own name correctly? But,
The only noise I like from you is when you cry out

You are covered in drool, snot, dandruff, poop, and pee, and germs
You’re a crybaby, a weakling, and all of that is hard to ignore

You stupid, lonely child, child

You are a worthless child
I bet you’re the most worthless child in the whole wide world
You are a useless child
Without me to guide you I bet you’d be dead by now

You are a worthless child
Just some really, really sad, failure of a child
You are a worthless child

You’re a monster, an alien, an invisible, ignored, stupid man

You lack brains, you also lack time, you’re such a lacking child
Oh, it’s too late for your brain to be fixed

Child, child

You are a worthless child
I bet you’re the most worthless child in the whole wide world
You are a lonely child

Despite this, that child can’t be held all the time
One day he just got up and flew away from me
Before I knew it, I had covered him in scratches
Even so, he went and still flew away like that

I am a worthless child
My worthless child is no longer here anymore
I am a useless child

If only I could turn the clock around for us…

Reviews

[Donna]

This is so sad. There are so many people out there that desperately want to have children, but can't, and people who have children, that don't deserve to be a parent. Again, I'm sorry for what you went through. Thank you for sharing your personal life, I know it can't be easy for you. God Bless you!

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Thank you very much!

[Traci]

Wow i'm at a loss for words. The sadness behind the words is profound, and something unfortunately many children grow up facing. A parents love and acceptance is all they desire, and the kids who need the most love will ask for it in the most unloving ways oftentimes. I can only hope and pray society opens their hearts to these children.

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Thank you very much, I grew up like this because of my abusive mother.

[Traci]

I admire your strength to write about such a personal experience. Writing is such good therapy, may you find peace and comfort.

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Thank you very much. It's very difficult, though