Friend And Mother

Please fill it up a little more, my friend
Because I am feeling more lonely today
The moon in the sky is bright
But it doesn’t shine into my shattered heart

Don’t go, It’s not time to go, friend

Will you take away some of my sadness for me?
Will you fill my bad memories with good ones?

No matter how hard I try to avoid mother

She keeps popping up

What are you doing right now, are you thinking abou me?

Are you sleeping already forgetting about your own son?

Do you need me by any chance even though you turned your back on me?

Did you forget all about me in this neverending darkness?

Every second, without stopping

All of me is headed toward you, friend

Suddenly, I’m pressing your number again

To forget you, mother but

The more I did that, the more I looked for you

The more it made me remember you despite the misery you caused me

If I kept busy

I thought I’d be okay

But it’s not as easy

Because I’m remembering you again

Sorry I still haven’t let go of you, mother 

I can only endure this pain if I get drunk every day, mother

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Life fall into circles. Hard to forget something and some people.
To forget you, mother but
The more I did that, the more I looked for you
The more it made me remember you despite the misery you caused me"
I understand the above lines and thank you for sharing the amazing poetry and your thoughts.
Coyote

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Thanks! I’m glad you liked those lines!

[Coyote Poetry]

You are welcome.

[sette]

let time starts healing your wounds and eventually you will feel better

[The Iron Horseman]

This is heartbreaking! So very, very sad. The pain and the ambivalence come across loud and clear. To love someone who abuses you is the ultimate agony. However, seeking refuge in booze is never a good solution. At best it offers a temporary respite. While this may seem sufficient at times, in the long term it will cause you permanent harm.
Make peace with your demons, my friend, and live a full life.

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

I try but it's really difficult.

[The Iron Horseman]

As you said elsewhere, life can be difficult! Sometimes you have to jump start it!

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

Yep! Fall eight times, stand up eight times.

[The Iron Horseman]

Absolutely right, my friend.

[송지석 / Ji-Suk]

It's an old Japanese proverb