Her

My lover is addicted to porn. I call it “Her.”

I know she’s still in your mind
And it hurts to think she’ll never leave

You go back and forth between us
Am I’m not enough to satisfy your hunger?

Your lust sicken me - it makes my stomach writhe
I can’t keep you away from something you’re attached to

She poisons your mind and your body and soul
And when you go to her I am left feeling
Unwanted
Unattractive
Unloved

I have nobody but you
You’re my only love
I’ve given you everything
I have nothing left

Why do you do this to me?

Addiction, they say, is a disease.

Author's Note

Be honest.