Chapter 5

Star



I woke up and groaned. Today's the day I thought, we're going to tell the boys. I sat at my desk brushing my long golden brown hair. What if he hates me now? I thought. What if he thinks I abandoned him? What if he doesn't love me anymore?… I took a deep breath and looked in the mirror. I didn't reconize my reflection. For five long years I've had shoulder length jet black hair. "It's time" I heard Ace's voice in my head. I got up and walked down stairs
When I reached the doorway I stopped. All te fear of him not wanting me anymore had me scared. I stood there for a moment shaking.
"Star" Xavier's voice called "I think you should come in now" I slowly walked into the room. My long curly hair swaying with every move I made. I looked Corbin in the eyes.
"Hello Corbin" I said not sure what to say. "It's been a while"
"Bella?" He asked looking at me with disbelief "where? why? How?"
"I know I've been gone a long time and I'm sorry I hurt you but you have to believe me when I say it was for your own protection" I said hiding my face so he couldn't see my tears.
"Why did you go?"
"I left to protect you from the monster inside of me… I'm not the angle you see, Corbin, I'm a Demond and I didn't and still don't want to end up hurting you" my tears fell to the floor. He went to put his hand on my shoulder but I was scared and stepped back.
"Bella I know you wouldn't hurt me. Or Nathan or Xavier"
"No you don't! I almost killed Ace!" My voice started to shake. "I almost killed my sister! You think I'm safe to be around!" I felt a pain in my chest when I yelled.
"Bella that was five years ago!" Kaylin said from behind me. "I'm not holding that against you. Your holding it against yourselve"
"I can't control may powers Kaylin! It doesn't work out for me alright! You know how many nightmares have ended with you all dead?! Every dream I've had for the last five years!" I was starting to shout. My whole body was shaking.
"Bella calm down!" Kaylin said.
"I have to get out of here" I mumbled as I ran to my room. No! I'm not going to take this. No more pain.

Author's Note

I'm having major writers block and would love some help so if anyone wants to help or has ideas that would be amazingly great! <3