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Wrote it shortly after ending a long-term relationship.

I’ll break myself over and over again

Sinking into your black heart that looks so perfect to me

Determined to save you

I don’t care being covered in you sin

When I get close I know because I feel so high

My skin starts to crack and crumble away

The pain heats my bones and melts them down

I’ll kill myself before I ever die

The fire in my heart has been set free to ravage me

And looking to the sky is my only escape from this

But with you in my memory, I’d rather just slowly drown

By the time I finally become a part of you, you will have already changed

I wouldn’t recognize you at first, but something inside me knows

You used to be that wishing star that plunged itself into my only sun

To keep it burning brightly so that I will never be blinded by darkness again

If I only would’ve opened my eyes before I would’ve seen you before

But it’s too late now, instead of darkness; I’m now blinded by your light

A new pain for my eyes to suffer while the rest is recreated again.

I’ll gladly suffer though as long as you promise I’ll always have the chance to say

“Let’s make that fall into love again”