Not good nor evil

I'm losing my power
I'm not good nor evil

I'm tired of fighting,
Tired of waiting

I want to feel as though things weren't fading
My hope to get a spark of what I once thought were real
Seems dim yet satisfyingly disappointing

We all fought to feel like we mean something, yet do many feel inataquite, just think about that for a bit when you go about your day, not sure how we make it in this day and age

I'm losing my power
I'm not good nor evil
Just consider me equal