Reason for these Tears

One second everything is perfect and I feel a rush of happiness That rushes over my souls

and the next one little leap and I am falling through the cracks that were hidden from sight

I try desperately to catch my balance but its too late and I feel the gut wrenching fate that

is to my doom

Sometimes I wonder is this all I will see, the side of life that breaks me and makes it hard to breathe

I desperately hold on to the little I have left but I am left with here with my chest cut open and left for

dead in spite of anything you ever said

One second everything is perfect and I feel a rush of happiness That rushes over my souls

and the next one little leap and I am falling through the cracks that were hidden from sight

I try desperately to catch my balance but its too late and I feel the gut wrenching fate that

is to my doom

Sometimes I feel this is where I belong, I have been here so long that I feel that no one

sees anything inside of me, too far gone so what sense is it to move on

Sometimes I feel that I tried too hard and in spite of the difficulty it took to make little

progress, I got nothing left I must sadly confess and you say you hope never to be the reason

for my tears,  but my darling I have no other way of telling you this but cheers here is for my

many tears there all yours