Did He

First it came as a dream,
And then like rusted bullet,

I remembered. 

Did he do something to me?

When we broke up.
I didn’t want it.
He clearly did.

I was never okay with him 

Touching me,

Smelling me,

Turning my nightmares into fairytales.

Why didn’t I say anything?
I just froze.
I could have said something?

Why did I freeze?
It was wrong
I just froze.

Again, I froze.

It happened in a dream last night,
And I can’t get out of my head.

Did he do it?
I’m equivocating.
How many days do I need to dye?

it’s still in my head,
Like a virus that won’t go away.
Like a cancer that spreads, 

Slowly and dangerously.

I know I broke his heart,
But he broke my soul. 

Why did I f*****g froze?

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[Chris]

Seems a common enough question and that is the sad part...