Inka Thoughs

I'm going through a strange time in my young adult life and through inka I feel comfortable to share

How can I go through this life 

living with someone that I cared for but not truly love/like?

I have two wonderful hybrid babies.

My friends are real my feeling are a little scrabble, Because I have feeling for another 

and he is adventure in my life and I betray a major of my respect.

The grounds we were rebuilding to make a life again.

But do to some new changes in my life without no more doubt or second though.

I truly know what I wanna fight for.

I wanna fight to be the best mom to my babies, I my not be prefect but truth is no one is.

I wanna love myself truly again.

I wanna be with that one person that can build me up, not cut me down.

I wanna make good new changes for my growing family.

As I grow I learned everything isn't my way 24/7, nothing happens as a snap of your fingers.

Life is one day at a time learning everything not pretending you know it all.

I wanna love again, feel the loving glow of another.

I know there a lot of wants in here, but its true I want to be better.

how can I really love someone if I can't truly love myself.

and the person loves me in return.

How can I not love you,

How can I not be with you.

you in light my life and soul,

you give me a reason to wanna be better.

everything was better and could be better with you.

How can I not love myself when I'm not with you.

oh...

I love you so much 

I love me.

I love my babies.