broken

broken

A Story by fallenlover
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Tell of a young women

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My heart grows thin as I grow to what I want.
I want a true family whole and kind. 
No matter how big are fights are we are home together we stand.
But as of now I feel my end is near to swallow it whole, and put an end to this life.

I need a life where I can find a love that's mind to whole to be a great queen behind a strong king that hubbly treasure his love to protect her to love her. 
I need to feel that I belong to the special someone again.
~sigh~
I it here tonight bowed head with tears in my eyes wondering if I can be who I was before coming to this life.
My name is inka harmony and I feed on people feeling,
And as you read i'm lost my heart hurts. I have the two greatest loves in my life that mother gaia has giving me. My babies that show me light in this world of pure darkest to a hurting heart.
Besides my babies I would love to find my true soul mate that mother nature has not shown to me.
One when I was young I prayed to her to give me a dark stranger, that I have never seen around this dead town, a lover that can win my heart. A soul that could match me a free caring life.
yes I have my ups and downs.

I asked for a love so strong that would win me for ever, thous she forefilled my pray, I grew afraid.
I lost myself on the way and lost what I had because I was stupid.
I have grown from then to know I thanks to that fear, but that fear too has token away a love so real.
that I feel that is long gone lost.
The only love I have is my babies but I still feel alone as mother nature walks me through hoping she has a big grand plan for me.
To put me in this predicament of hurtfulness.
I hope that I get the love I once had to move on to grow, to have a brighter future for from the hell I'm walking through. 

I'm hurting so bad and wish I didn't I have friends and family, but I always dream and wish and prayed for the one guy to love me even through all my stupited I wish I could live a life of a movie but only time can work through this, but it hurts so much as I lay my head down tonight I cry with my soul hurting so bad. 
lost to my dreams story of my land nova, with my dream guy that I someday to find.
T.T 

© 2018 fallenlover


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fallenlover
fallenlover

pensacola, FL



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I uses to love to write and read poems a lot but without my muse, I am lost so for now I just play and with my kids that I got no time to myself unless night hids me. I have my two wonderful delig.. more..

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