I Still Care

Everyone doesn't understand why I still care.

I hardly understand myself.

You've shown me reasons to hate you.

But I still trust you.

I'm not your doll.

I don't have a painted smile.

A fake life.

But I still care.

I would say I'm the warrior lost at battle.

But its seems like I've never been on the field.

Do you care?

Do you care about the tears I've cried.

The nights I spent praying that you would come back.

The scars.

Every time I dream of you its like the night at the cabin.

true bliss.

As a kid I always thought.

What's a king with out his queen.

I never thought of it the other way.

I see you gazing into her eyes.

I remember that feeling.

I would say just one more.

One more hug.

One more glance.

One more Kiss.

But one more wouldn't save me.

I would keep craving you.

Your like a drug.

I no your bad for me, but I'm just addicted.

I used to feel butterfly's.

Now my blood runs cold every time I see you.

I'm like a dog now.

more like a puppy.

The girl that once was a beast is now a puppy.

If you came running over asking for me back I wouldn't even think about it.

Sometimes people change right?

Sometimes they find the good?

I hope one day you'll find it

Because I'll always be stuck like this.

Wishing on false hope.

Author's Note

ignore grammar problems, what do you think of the dialogue.