Oh Lover

A depressed girl encounters...something that breaks her further.. Oh lover, where art thou now?

Oh lover, you should have come on over last night

Oh lover, you should been home with me tonight

Oh lover, you should have taken up my offer

Oh lover, now you'll see me never.

I didn't want any other

But, you've lost me to another

Oh lover, I wished that it had been you this night

Oh lover, I wished you didn't ignore my plight.

I paid no heed to those red lights

I paid no heed when I swung the doors open

I wish I could tell you the truth outright

I wish I didn't leave the blade unsharpened.

Oh lover, you should have come on over last night

Oh lover, you should been home with me tonight

Oh lover, you should have taken up my offer

Oh lover, now you'll see me never.

He tore each fabric off so easily

Then there was that grin so eerily

That was the end of me I knew

It was almost déjà vu.

The dreadful caress of a foreign touch

Calling out for the end I cried

Useless evidence in my hand I clutched.

Weeping and hoping for you inside

Except you weren't there to save me this time.

Oh lover, you should have come on over last night

Oh lover, you should been home with me tonight

Oh lover, you should have taken up my offer

Oh lover, now you'll see me never.

I can't deal with cheating on you like this

I rather drown myself in an endless abyss

It seems that I will never be in bliss

Even though all I wanted was your kiss.

Oh lover, you should have come on over last night

Oh lover, you should been home with me tonight

Oh lover, you should have taken up my offer

Oh lover, now you'll see me never.

I should have had that blade sharpen,

Should have used it on him that night

While I scribble my thoughts in pen

My blade shall be the cause of my flight

Oh lover, you should have come on over last night

Oh lover, you should been home with me tonight

Oh lover, you should have taken up my offer

Oh lover, now you'll see me never.

I love you and now I'm gone

I could never have fought him off with brawn.

Oh lover do you know that I was raped?

Oh lover do you know that I was videotaped?