Mistakes

newer poem a year old

I made a mistake, i cried all these tears,

all my fears came to life

this is what ive been afraid of all those years

once again backstabbed by the people i call friends

this pain and torture never ends.

I sit there waiting... waiting for what?

For hell to freeze over?

but it already has!

time keeps repeating its self

and i dont know why im stuck in as time zone

waiting to die, but then a light shown

down on me a brand new love

waiting for me to see

a helping hand to bring back my faith

and hekp me not care about my mistakes