Wasted.

Whats to live for

I am not sure

Is there something I dont see,

Its starting from the core,

I am missing the key,

The only future I see is meek,

Like light fading to dark,

The life I do not seek,

My heart has lost its spark,

9 years in school,

Talents are wasted,

Thoughts forgoten,

Still a fool,

Tension, sorrow, stress,

Crawling in my skin,

My life is a mess,

A storm of sin,

What I can not ration,

Is my passion,

What I find very strange,

I cant change.