You broke me down

It’s a very simple poem, because my emotions on this subject are not complicated. You took all of the wonder I had about you and broke it down

You broke me down
All I ever wanted was your friendship
But you broke me down
Every time I could I tried to bring us close
But you broke me down
I love you is the last lie I allow for myself to hear pierce your lips
Because you broke me down
No longer do I wish to see you
Because you broke me down
I feel so useless and so dumb, as if you never truly cared about what I had to say
Because you broke me down
I attempt to celebrate in cheer but all that is wish for is you to be here
So you broke me down
I was too happy, too eager to see you
So you broke me down
I asked for you to show you cared
So you broke me down
Instance by instance, heartbreak after heartbreak
You broke me down
No longer will I be there just to be hurt by you
You broke me down
I wish you the best but I don’t not wish us to cross paths
You broke me down