Haunted by my own mind

some Questions that are haunting me

When would it end, all this misfortune that I’m in, all those sleepless nights, and all the cigarettes I burn.

Would it ever change?

This still chaos, those ups and downs that I bump into.

This lonesome that I live, this isolation that keeps me away from those I love, and those I wish to.

Would I ever get close enough, would I ever be close to someone again.

Would I have a close friend, would I ever be one? Would I feel safe enough to be so?

Would I ever love again? Find someone to draw a smile on her face, to enlighten each and everyday she lives, someone to beat my heart hard with every step she takes, someone to bleed for, someone I need to heal, someone I would miss, someone I would kiss, and regret each second we were apart, someone worth dying for, moreover someone worth living for.

Would I ever be able to make a change again, to show the path for those lost souls, to speak in the name of the silent ones, and lead those of despair to a valley of dreams.