a sleepless night of yearning

And tonight I hate to sleep

Knowing I’m condemned to solitude

Awake and broken hard I weep

With nothing more to do

 

Tonight I hate my head

Tonight I hate my bed

And I hate my eyes as into the darkness they stare

Suffocating smoke has filled the air

 

I try to forget, but my heart still longs

Echoes the music that I hear

For seconds her memory disappears

But she’s the silent among these songs

 

As I age and older I go

As hours and days pass me by

Grows inside what I wished to die

And I hope she would never know

Author's Note

it may seem silly but I didn't finish it !!