What I Had to say

was written in 7/13/2014

I thought about my decisions a lot. Every day goes by, and sometimes I can be alright,and most times I am not, but I struggle to go passed the finish line. I am afraid that the choices I make in people, or in my life, will not be good. In the past, I tired so hard to fit into other people’s lives, and ignore mine. I hung around others who didn't judge me, or have the same color skin as me.

Complicated, as it maybe, but I grew up different, I am not like anyone else, and my race of some did not understand me as a person. I hid underneath to block myself from the confusion and the disappointment, I have felt. In some ways the feelings

Of rejection.