hidden pain

So again ill hide my feelings hold my tears and watch in pain.

As the only one I truly loved holds another and makes their soul fly like a beloved dove.

Oh how I wish you to hold me to fold to your warm embrace.

To run my hand over your body and brush my lips over yours.

 To look into your eyes and feel contempt to be.

 Oh how could we be, beloved you and me.

 But you hold her and are filled with warm love.

So for now ill hide my feelings, hold my tears and watch in pain, because we are not meant to be.