mending

You ever get stuck in disappear
or feel like you don't even care
stuck deep down within yourself
like your sitting at the bottom of a dark and still water
and every now and then something will make you stur
a ripple in the water or distorted beams of light
which quickly fade from sight
it use to feel like I couldn't breath down here
but now it feels like I'm mending and the waters are slowly starting to move
I feel a need to move to leap from this pool
to begin exploring and learning something new
but my mind is still hazy and my emotions raw
so for now ill stay in this calming pool
where the silver moons light has finally found me