Waiting

I'm tired of being torn apart... Mayhap I'm reading too far into things mayhap I'm not... If I am ill lose what I've got and if I'm not why hasn't anything been said is it fear is it complacency... I am not contempt waiting in the shadows I know I could say I won't wait but that's the problem I always will... Longing for that one soul missing out on what could be as sweet sorrows sing to me